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"You're not a very good twin." Well, okay then.

"Why did you look like that?" Oh alright then.

This video made me so happy that I cried, you don't even know.

I would like to thank all the animals in this world that never fail to make me happy, cats especially.

Better than being angry,

So, one day, I was quite pissed with just everything.

This happened hahahahah.

So now,

It is just me and Frosty. I could not be happier. The bond that I have between me and her, only two of us, is absolutely incredible and just indescribable. Either I look at her and talk to her or she looks at me and meows. The most adorable thing ever. Ahhhhhh baby <3 (I sound like a proper catlady here. Haa.)

Frosty wasn't impressed of her overly attached mother (unrequited love).

I turned twenty-two last month. It was totally different compared to last year's that I actually laughed hahaha. My sister decided to do something different and made some cinnamon rolls instead of cakes. Friends treated me for lunch. It was good like if the room was burning, I wouldn't even notice. And I actually treated myself an actual cake for my birthday hahahaha. Like the first cake I ate was the cake that I bought myself. Well, that was me being a proper adult. So proud.

Not having any reasons to not be happy.

Quite depressing that you have to constantly pick yourself up.

< 24 hours

I will be writing more soon. I definitely will though I am still unsure of what to write.

So I heard, a blog is the prefect place for a coward to be a whiny bitch.

Despite that fact that I just said, I think I will be writing more soon. I may not have the actual idea of the things that I want to write but I just think I will. I feel giddy now haha. Oh well, have a good day everyone.

I may or may not have repeat the same things up here. Definitely unsurprising if you know me well enough :D

And my mission for my birthday this year is to collect birthday kisses from people that I meet on that day. So please be ready everyone ;)


Less than 24 hours !!!!! <3

To write or not to write,

To have a friend that will enable you to engage a proper conversation with pun intended everywhere is a WIN. You'll think yourself as a genius and basically, you'll be happy.

If you ever meet me.

Entertain me with a knock knock joke ( I don't mind if you want to do more) , please do. Had been playing this with my brother. We even made up few new one. Super lame but genius hahahahaha. 

Aaaaaaaaand ,

Found a girl who wrote a fan fiction. It's basically a story you made up and write about the person you idolize. Trust me, there are a lot of people doing this and I was amused for quite some time. It's a bit funny too.

Well she is lucky.

Since her story is so good. She has more than 30 thousand followers on twitter and few thousands on Instagram. People talk about her and her story, a lot. She's publishing her book soon even when it's still ongoing. It's not finished yet. So, she's writing for fun during her summer break and now, people can actually buy her book. Sooooo lucky !

I wish I have the confidence to let people read what I wrote. I have a hard time to let people to read my poem. What more if it's a story. Haaaaa

I wish to publish a book. 

Post examinations. Post Ramadhan. Post Eid.

Alhamdulillah.

Basically, this year's first day of Eid was definitely different. I actually wore an all white kebaya (the sisters too). I didn't have a say on this issue by the way haa. It was absolute torture. I had a hard time to prepare the food, to eat, to wash dishes, to take my short nap after eating (necessary haha). All and all it was torturous but to hear compliments here and there was quite nice haha. If I were to complain, that would be selfish and definitely asking for a slap (I dont like to be slapped). Therefore, I just want to say that I am grateful for everything. One word, Alhamdulillah :)

Besides things that happened yesterday, it felt different without my late grandfather. Without my grandmother's house (don't ask haa). Everything was so different. I'm not quite sure how to put all those in words but I am thankful that I got the chance to meet them. :)

And everyone's highlight on the first day, definitely was the outfit of the day (#ootd was everywhere haha). I wish to do the same. 

What I wore.

Hahahahahahahahahaha it became a tradition I think for me to annoy everyone before I asked for forgiveness every year. Therefore, dearest friends, dearest foes, do forgive me for all my wrongdoings. Might be intentional or not. I was still wrong. Hence, I am sorry. 

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN :) <3

Aaaaaaand it's the last eid for me and the metals baby :D

Pergi ,

Being the only grandchild that wasn't there when it happened was really sad. I was bawling the entire day. 

But it's not easy to face it again. 

You'll be missed dearest atuk :(

Truth to be told ,

Paranoid and scared. 

Both ?

BUT

Truth to be told,

I just want my mummy :'( 

<3