< A month

Cannot believe that it is less than a month ! Hikhokhikhok :O

You probably knew about this but yeah, my best friend got engaged and I missed it. Just putting it out there. We planned lots of things that we would like to do but too bad, I was back in Egypt and studying for exams. Nevertheless, I am just too happy. I knew about it months ago but as she requested for me to keep it as a secret, I had a hard time to do so. Thinking back about it, she should me buy me a nice dinner for that haaa. Anyways, I will probably be the flower girl for their wedding hahahah ! Just putting it out there.


Less than a month, just putting it out there hahahhaha. Oh welllll


Oh and when I was back at home last month. I did try to play the piano and strum the guitar ahhahaha. I played the piano based on the tutorial I found on youtube. It was undeniably hard because my fingers are too short. It might sound like an excuse or maybe I am giving an excuse right now but it was really hard. I stretched my thumb and little finger from one end to the other end hahaha, mummy had a good time laughing at me struggling but oh well, I tried. Then I asked Afiqah to teach me to strum the guitar, she too had a good time laughing at me. She said the sound I made cannot be compared to the expressions on my face. Why do I have short fingers, whyyyyyyyy ?

Ding Ding, plus point !

As per usual, since it is 9th, well and it is August (HOW TIME FLIES !?!?), another two months till my birthday :)

Now I  just found out that my best friend will not be around, she will be arriving two days later from Malaysia. My housemate will arrive a day after my birthday. Probably and possibly will be blowing the candle that I will buy for myself with Frosty, alone (Please don't. Please not alone.).

Eid was last week. Surprisingly it was great and I had a great time. Main reason cause I have my best friend with me haha. Or else, I will rot alone...... All the girls were so prettttttty with their colorful baju kurung and whatnot. And there I was, wearing the  black abaya I bought and altered on the night before Eid ahhaah Adibah !
My course mates planned to have a feast together, if you can call it that though haha. And oh I have to tell you that I am so proud with myself that I was so involved with it. I was so involved, poeple !!! Mummy would be proud hahahaha. I did contribute in every process. If not a lot, a little then. Oh welllllllll. Guess I did learn to mingle. One step closer to be a grown woman haaaaa. Plus point for me then hahahahah :D

So many hardships. Might not look like it was but we really did struggle a lot for this photo haha ! :D

Anyways,
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir dan Batin semua orang !
Since forgiving is a noble act, shame on you if you do not want to haha. Not only during Raya of course.
:D :D :D

Time flies ,

Birthday in less than 3 months. Mine :D

After sending my friend off,  I fell down when I was on my way to my class, without any reason. Hahahahhaha so paiseh. Luckily there was no one behind me haha and no one I knew was near me. Thank God !!! Whatever was on your mind, Adibah haaaa. 

Frosty and her kids are killing me. I have to be mentally prepared every morning before I go out from my room. Silently praying that my house is still okay. Bahhhh.

I am in the mood of baking and cooking but haihhhhh

Ramadhan is coming to an end. So fast.

Pointless post. The only thing worth reading is the first line haha. Oh yes, oh well. :D

Guess who is back ?!?

Notice anything new ? :D

My housemate is leaving me tomorrow morning. Will be sending her off...to her cab... of course. What do you mean me sending her off to the airport haha. Some of my friends are leaving in another 2 weeks. They are all now busy listing things they wanted to bring back. Most people are going back since they are done with their finals.
Okay. Okay. Okay.

BUT BUT BUT

Most importantly, look who decided to kindly come and visit all of us again ?!?!

RAMADHAN 

:D

Alhamdulillah.

People are busy making plans to leave me but God plans in making me busy for this holy month, insya-Allah.

Consider the life of the world like a day during which you fasted, and then broke your fast by the approaching of death.

—Dawud at-Ta’i

Ramadhan Kareem everyone :)

Certain, yes. But no action ...

We are all certain that death will come, yet we do not see those who are prepared for it.  We are all certain of Paradise, yet we do not see those who work to earn it.  We are all certain of the Fire, yet we do not see those who are afraid from it.  Therefore, what is it that you are waiting for? Death? Certainly, death is the first comer from Allah that will bring you good or evil [news].  So brothers, take the journey back to your Lord in a good manner.

—Khulaid al-’Asri

A student from Alexandria passed away last Monday.
May Allah grant paradise to her and patience to the parents.
You see, her journey of wanting to go back home was then replaced with her journey to meet our Master and Protector, our beloved Messenger and his beloved Companions.

Reminder that hits us hard.
Reminder to remind us that death is very much near us.

The Angel of Death came to Prophet Dawud (as), who asked, “Who are you?”

He said, “I am he who fears not kings, nor can be stopped by castles, nor will accept bribes.”

Dawud (as) said, “You are the Angel of Death.”

He said, “Yes.”

Dawud (as) said, “You came before I prepared for you?”

He said, “O Dawud! Where is so-and-so, your relative, and so-and-so, your neighbor?”

Dawud (as) said, “They died.”

The Angel of Death said, “Has not their death given you a lesson to prepare?”

At-Tathkirah, p.48

Oblivious ,

Definitely a fun way to wake up every morning laughing at yourself realizing you have the same hair as Dan's, specially similar like the one in the Overjoyed video hahahahahaha

My birthday is in another four months. Just gave a reminder to my friend yesterday. She rolled her eyes, laughed and said that she will be making a countdown just for that. That my friend, is what I called quality.

My sister called and I was asked about the baju kurung that will be worn on the first day of Eid which is in another 2 months...... Haha I am so touched that my opinion was taken for considerations though I will not be around during that time. Who knows when will I actually get the chance to wear it ahahahah

ALSO. My day was spent with me browsing through the websites that offer cheap flight tickets while looking at the world map mmhm, oh yes. Hahahahahaha :D :D :D

"Why are you sad? - Because you speak to me in words, and I look at you with feelings."

Hahahahhahaha

Things we lost in the fire ,

A friend of mine just gave birth to a very beautiful baby boy. He is so beautiful. I could not stop smiling when I carried and sang to him. Mind you, I need approval from her Mama (that is how she wants to be called, not ummi like how we assumed. Talk about stereotyping hahahaha) before I sang. Not just any random songs though haaaa haha. It felt really different visiting and carrying a baby this time around and I have no idea why. I can tell, same goes to my friends. I guess it kinds of trigger the motherhood in everyone. It was surreal. Everyone was just different, I think. Hahahahhaahha oh welllllll, anyways, it was time well spent.

Friends of mine are sort of being together now but they are not putting any labels to it hahaahhaah. I guess everyone knows but tend not to care (but I kind of do haaaa). And so, I went out to eat with my friend and obviously, that guy decided to eat there too (some people like to call it fate though ahahahhaha). AND I WITNESSED THE CUTEST THING EVER like what we always see in movies hahahaha but seriously. I saw that guy's face LITERALLY LIT UP when he saw my friend haahahha it was extremely cute but so funny cause it came from him that I wanted to smack him but oh wellllll. Who am I to say anything ?

Friends of mine who planned to celebrate Ramadhan and Eid together already bought tickets. Plane tickets. Each and everyone of them and I will be alone for a month(roughly) I think. I will be the only Malaysian in this building. The only Malaysian at this street. I am not sure whether I am more to scared or sad. Or just both. And now everyone is assuming me going back (feels like smacking their heads off). When I said no, they sort of mock me in a way saying there is no way I am not going back. I do not know how to explain to them anymore. For now, if anyone tend to ask me about my plans and then mock me, be ready cause soon you will be headless. Also, I sort of invited myself to everyone's or anyone's house on Eid, obviously to eat. I will use my "pity me cause I am literally alone" card to its fullest. My housemate is going back soon after she finishes her exam which is probably by the end of this month. Am I not interesting enough that people tend to leave me ? Haaaaa oh welllllllllll. Plans have been made, I just need to be more patient. Yesss :D

Why did I begin everything with the word friend ?
Why am I writing this and not sleeping so early in the morning ?
Why am asking irrelevant questions ?
Why am I doing things that I am doing now ?
Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Why do I feel sad and happy at the same time due to the same reason ?