< 24 hours

I will be writing more soon. I definitely will though I am still unsure of what to write.

So I heard, a blog is the prefect place for a coward to be a whiny bitch.

Despite that fact that I just said, I think I will be writing more soon. I may not have the actual idea of the things that I want to write but I just think I will. I feel giddy now haha. Oh well, have a good day everyone.

I may or may not have repeat the same things up here. Definitely unsurprising if you know me well enough :D

And my mission for my birthday this year is to collect birthday kisses from people that I meet on that day. So please be ready everyone ;)


Less than 24 hours !!!!! <3

To write or not to write,

To have a friend that will enable you to engage a proper conversation with pun intended everywhere is a WIN. You'll think yourself as a genius and basically, you'll be happy.

If you ever meet me.

Entertain me with a knock knock joke ( I don't mind if you want to do more) , please do. Had been playing this with my brother. We even made up few new one. Super lame but genius hahahahaha. 

Aaaaaaaaand ,

Found a girl who wrote a fan fiction. It's basically a story you made up and write about the person you idolize. Trust me, there are a lot of people doing this and I was amused for quite some time. It's a bit funny too.

Well she is lucky.

Since her story is so good. She has more than 30 thousand followers on twitter and few thousands on Instagram. People talk about her and her story, a lot. She's publishing her book soon even when it's still ongoing. It's not finished yet. So, she's writing for fun during her summer break and now, people can actually buy her book. Sooooo lucky !

I wish I have the confidence to let people read what I wrote. I have a hard time to let people to read my poem. What more if it's a story. Haaaaa

I wish to publish a book. 

Post examinations. Post Ramadhan. Post Eid.

Alhamdulillah.

Basically, this year's first day of Eid was definitely different. I actually wore an all white kebaya (the sisters too). I didn't have a say on this issue by the way haa. It was absolute torture. I had a hard time to prepare the food, to eat, to wash dishes, to take my short nap after eating (necessary haha). All and all it was torturous but to hear compliments here and there was quite nice haha. If I were to complain, that would be selfish and definitely asking for a slap (I dont like to be slapped). Therefore, I just want to say that I am grateful for everything. One word, Alhamdulillah :)

Besides things that happened yesterday, it felt different without my late grandfather. Without my grandmother's house (don't ask haa). Everything was so different. I'm not quite sure how to put all those in words but I am thankful that I got the chance to meet them. :)

And everyone's highlight on the first day, definitely was the outfit of the day (#ootd was everywhere haha). I wish to do the same. 

What I wore.

Hahahahahahahahahaha it became a tradition I think for me to annoy everyone before I asked for forgiveness every year. Therefore, dearest friends, dearest foes, do forgive me for all my wrongdoings. Might be intentional or not. I was still wrong. Hence, I am sorry. 

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN :) <3

Aaaaaaand it's the last eid for me and the metals baby :D

Pergi ,

Being the only grandchild that wasn't there when it happened was really sad. I was bawling the entire day. 

But it's not easy to face it again. 

You'll be missed dearest atuk :(

Truth to be told ,

Paranoid and scared. 

Both ?

BUT

Truth to be told,

I just want my mummy :'( 

<3

Being certain ,

The giddy goody happy giggly feelings that you get when you read a good book. Or you read something reaaaaaaally good after so long not being able to. I really do miss this kind of feelings when I get emotional and all worked up by just reading a book. I just can't wait. Haa.

Frosty has taken adorableness to a whole new level when she started to play with shadows.
It was really entertaining as she looked not quite smart by doing so.

Prefer black moving shadows instead of plump meaty fingers. ODD.


Oh on a side note, heard few people are getting married during the summer break  WOW.
To me, for someone to meet a stranger (assume you never know each other) and fell in love and being someone's other half is just really amusing.
I mean, like seriously, how can you know ?!!?
And when they get married, that's just. WOW. WOW. WOWWOW ?!? Haha

People have set their goals that they desperately want to achieve.
And to be married with someone, I, with no doubt will definitely say that is an ACHIEVEMENT.
Or you can replace the word achievement with any other word that fits your opinion.
But I stand tall with what I said (in my case, typed ? ) , it is an achievement.
When you decided to do it at a young age, you got a double achievement from me. Haha.

And yes, YES ! I heard you cause I am stopping. From frosty to marriage hahahahaha how in the world. I can't see the relation at all. Oh goooody. 

When you got such message by a lovely friend, you know, all you have to do is to love back.

So much love for her. Thank you sayang :) <3

Self explanatory ,

Oh. So. Yeah ?

"My mom called just now, and told me to go home next month for a match-make!"