Right now, I am devastated and crushed.
Firstly, cause I read Wuthering Heights.
It is just so sad that I need a moment after reading it. I am heartbroken.
"I have not broken your heart - you have broken it - and in breaking it, you have broken mine. So much for the worse for me that I am strong. Do I want to live? What kind of living will it when you ... oh, God! Would you like to live with your soul in the grave?"
"Hush, my darling! Hush, hush, Catherine! I'll stay. If he shot me so, I'd expire with a blessing on my lips."
And without a doubt, I definitely sure am sad.
Secondly, I read The Fault in Our Stars.
It sure is sad that I cried twice in a day because of these two books.
I blame Augustus for saying everything what a girl wants to hear. Because NO, you are leaving her. How can you build up hopes for someone to love you when you know you are soon leaving that person. No, it is just wrong and you certainly can not do that. And Josh Green, you ridiculously talented mean writer, how can you simply give the ideas of perfection of every girl's dream and made him die at the end ? That is just so wrong cause again, YOU CAN NOT DO THAT !
"Oh I wouldn't mind Hazel Grace. It would be a privilege to have my heart broken by you."
"H: People always get used to beauty, though.
G: I haven't gotten used to you just yet."
WOOOOT ahahha I was laughing and swooning like, NO, SHUT UP GUS !
Ladies and gentlemen, this was how I celebrated my new year. Tucked in my blanket and sobbed till I fell asleep. Also, by reading Wuthering Heights, I can't seem to stop myself from underlining the line that I love. There's just too much that I think I will definitely read it again, soon haha. Though I will cry again. I quite miss my literature classes and endless discussion of every single and littlest thing haha.
New resolutions are only allowed if you did fulfill your last year's resolutions. So, tell me, did you?
The ideas of renewing your resolution..... sigh. I do not know from where should I start...
First quote of the year that I would like to share simply cause everyone needs a constant reminder,
Hoping to receive the Mercy of the One who you insist on being disobedient to is a kind of betrayal and foolishness. - Ma'ruf al-Karkhi