I made a list ,

I made this. Just in case if you wanted to make me happy. Or you're curious. Or to be a good friend. Or to help me expand my collections. That would be nice :) 

From this list, I only own Wuthering Heights. Still haven't got the chance to read though. 

Oh and did you know ?

When I purchased Wuthering Heights, I was asked by the worker in Kinokuniya whether I wanted the children's version or the literature one. True story. I wasn't sure how to feel. People still assumed me as a school girl. In other words, I look young haha. Even strangers, usually uncles and aunties asked why was I not in school when I was at the mall during weekdays. That happened all the time. I am used to it. But when I was asked whether I wanted a children's version book, that just took this height thing to a whole new level. Or worse, when I use my card to pay. The suspicious faces I got just made me grin like an idiot.

I don't get it. Honestly, I have the standard heights of most girls back home. BUT WHY DO PEOPLE LOOK AT ME DIFFERENTLY ? So unfair. Oh and don't get me started what happened during my euro trip last winter break hahahaha. 

Everytime this happened, I always tell my family. No comforting words, only laughs. Cheeeeers. 

P/s : I really do need a camera. I do not have mine right now. I need one. 

Mind wheel.

It is quite cold lately. One thing I love about winter is that everyone looks so cuddly. With the cold weather and every single person being cuddly, I do not have to have a reason to randomly hug people while they shiver haaa :D

I miss watching NFL and NHL with my dad. Or alone. 

I miss taking pictures but I need a new camera (haha).

I want to read but I need new books (need a break from brain, chest and heart for now but I know I am not supposed to and haha I am explaining). 

Plans have been made (I think). 

"Overthink. Unapproachable. Snob."

Oh you. Oh me. Oh my. 

"Please don't be in love with someone else. Please don't have somebody waiting on you."

Noelle ,

It's kind of a funny story. 

I think I can relate to the guy's character. I forgot his name. 

The thing is, I can relate. It is sick and selfish but that is how it is.

Do I need to talk to someone ?

Remember when I said I wanted to try to, "no need to explain, no need to complain" ? I am not sure if I am doing a good job with that. 

And Noelle is not the guy's name, that would be weird. Haaa.

(Twenty-something)th

I lost count. 

She is infuriating. She pisses me off. She always get on my nerves. She still makes me cry like I am a six year old girl though I just turned twenty-two. She always give comments that make me cries all the time and me end up sitting in the corner, sulking. She loves to hear me scream. She definitely loves to see me cry or bawling, even. She still give me the sloppy kisses that I hate. If I am lucky, she will just randomly bite or pinches my cheeks. Or give me her deadly hugs which I love, I think. 

She is a bully. 

She bullies. A lot. 

To this incredible human being, I would like to wish you a massive happy birthday. I am wishing you well with everything. Thank you for being annoying. Thank you for putting up with my annoyingness. You will always be the older sister that her younger sister looks up to. It kinds of hit me that I have difficulties to list the good things but not the negative ones haha. I kid. You are a wonderful person and if I were to make a list, it will be a long one. Well hope you had a great birthday without me and Benj. We love you too much. Thank you for making me happy. Thank you for being there for me, always. Thank you. :) <3

Love you and missing you so bad. Adik loves you so much. 

Again, 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IZZATI ALIAH BINTI AB RAZAK ! :) <3

You questioned me when I did not post about your birthday last year. I just laughed. The edits on the photo are ridiculous and I am not sorry because I am annoying hahaha love you Kak Aliah ! :D